The snooker star has previously opened up on his drink and drug problems and admits his life spiraled out of control after his father Ronald was sent to prison
08:49, 13 Oct 2022Updated 08:49, 13 Oct 2022
World No.1 Ronnie O'Sullivan admits he went off the rails after his dad was sent to prison for murder.
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O'Sullivan's father Ronald was jailed in 1992 for killing the driver of gangster Charlie Kray β the brother of twins Ronnie and Reggie - the same year the snooker star turned professional as a teenager.
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Ronald spent 17 years inside before his release but O'Sullivan admits his regret at how his life spiraled in the period afterwards.
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βI would change quite a lot of things in my life. A lot of the things Iβve done have made long-term damage," the 46-year-old told an upcoming Eurosport and discovery+ documentary
βSome things are out of your control, like my dad going away. Iβm not blaming my dad for that, I just lost a lot of that support mechanism.
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"I never felt comfortable in my own skin, but up until that point, I had always felt comfortable in my own skin. I think that is where a lot of my problems arose.
"That then became a crutch because if I wasn't feeling good, the first thing I would go to was the drink or something to change the way I felt. I think once you have crossed that line, it is hard to go back to the person that you were but I only have myself to blame."
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O'Sullivan went on to win UK Championship the year after his father was sent down and then the Masters at 19, becoming the youngest-ever player to do so.
He has previously revealed he checked himself into rehab in 2000 as he battled drink and drug addictions - describing it as a "lightbulb moment" in his life.
The snooker star now admits he is effectively teetotal and only drinks on rare occasions after battling his demons.
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